Looking back on her life, Ariel Demure reflects that even before entering the adult industry, she always felt like she existed on the margins of traditional society.
“Depending on who you ask, I’ve been a sexual, genderless art student, a flamboyant Twink stripper and a gender-fluid prostitute/makeup artist,” she says. “All the while, porn seemed to me like a fascinating career worth pursuing, for as long as I can remember.”
With credits going back more than a decade, Demure has starred in hundreds of scenes, both indie-shot and for studios. Along the way, she gained a passionate following of online admirers.
Asked how she has evolved since becoming a performer, Demure offers, “I’ve gained about 20 pounds since starting; it’s mostly silicone, but it’s an evolution, nonetheless.”
Jokes aside, she says, her health has never been better — and not just physically and sexually, but emotionally as well.
“When I was still getting to know who I was as a person, sex was a compulsion that I struggled with,” she explains. “I’ve learned much about myself and how to express those feelings more positively and constructively.”
During her career, Demure has also seen the industry change tremendously, both in terms of its financial structure and its culture.
“I’ve learned so much about the industry’s evolution, and it’s driven me in a way that I never thought would be a trajectory for me,” she states. “It’s given me a passion for the history of adult entertainment and how far we’ve come. The tapestry of this complicated industry is so beautifully intricate and very seldom told from a heartfelt perspective.
“Also, it’s given me a fan base that, despite knowing my many faults and flaws, still wants to interact with me for some strange reason,” she adds. “I’m grateful for this, so I create content that keeps them coming back.”
She is most active on OnlyFans, but recently felt the need to take a step back for mental health reasons, and has therefore reduced her screen time, though she still posts content and answers messages almost daily.
“After coming off of one of my most productive awards seasons to date, I’ve felt overextended,” Demure admits. “It’s vital to say clearly and concisely to anyone who will listen that mental health comes first. So, until I find a new assistant, the only place to talk to me is OnlyFans.”
Balancing happiness and health with work and success, she says, is no small feat.
“I’ve only worked a couple of jobs in my entire life, and it’s always been important to me that if I’m not enjoying what I’m doing, I change my circumstances,” Demure says. “I work in this industry because I love it, but that doesn’t mean every day is easy. This career challenges me, and I diversify my involvement in ways to keep it stimulating. Being adamant about having alone time, having family time and working only when I feel called to do so — literally and figuratively — helps me maintain my sanity.”
In addition to taking time to regain her own footing, Demure says she is glad to see that the industry has changed for the better in ways that allow performers and creators to safeguard their health and wellness.
“It’s been incredibly rewarding to see the power find its way into the hands of the performer,” she says. “For decades, our fates were determined by a group of people who used socioeconomic privilege as a way to make money off the backs of those who weren’t afforded the same opportunities. At the end of the day, studios need us; we don’t need studios. I feel so grateful every time I’m asked to come back to do a film. It truly fuels my spirit. But there’s a reverence for performers now that didn’t exist before they started speaking up about how they were being treated.”
Today, she notes, she can focus more on pleasing her fans rather than a handful of so-called tastemakers. Part of that process involves having a solid social media marketing strategy.
“I keep it as 100 as I can,” she shares. “I’m an artist with mercurial tendencies and a questionable work ethic. But my fans see that as an added quirk, which adds to my charm — I think — and they support me anyway. I give wholeheartedly, but that will manifest itself in different ways for different people. A handful of my fans get to see a side of me that no one else on the planet is privy to. And if you’re lucky enough to get a peek behind the curtain, you know who you are.”
Demure also finds inspiration from her colleagues and friends, whose careers and personal lives she has seen also change for the better.
“I’ve said it time and time again: Brittany Andrews is a goal,” Demure explains. “That bitch has got it, and I don’t know if people truly grasp how much of an enigma that woman is. I’m so grateful to have her as a friend. My sisters Jade Venus and Tori Easton are constant sources of inspiration and chronic migraines. Creatively, people like Bree Mills, Ana Foxxx, Jim Powers and Ricky Greenwood, who stay inspired and create content that bridges the gap between what’s considered art and smut, give me something to aspire to as I grow in the industry.”
Demure recently celebrated a victory at the 2024 XBIZ Creator Awards, where she was named Trans Premium Social Media Star of the Year.
“It honestly didn’t even register until after I got offstage,” she confesses. “During award shows, I try to just have fun regardless and not think about winning, because the nomination is already acknowledgment of your hard work. I don’t bust my ass all year long for a trophy; I do it because it’s my love language. It’s my art. However, I’m a crow, and I love shiny things. So after I got the initial tears out of the way by sobbing with gratitude behind a dumpster at the venue, I returned to the booth to party and dream of where my new statue would go in my apartment to join all her shiny sisters.”
Demure is now setting her sights on hitting new highs, with upcoming projects and ambitions for the coming year and beyond.
“I have so many projects schemed up,” she promises. “It’s honestly kind of mind-boggling that someone with my level of ADHD has even managed to write them all down. However, most of them are secret. My dream is to star in the film remake of ‘Myra Breckenridge,’ the 1968 Gore Vidal novel about a transsexual out for revenge. The dream director is John Waters. Someone should send him an email and let him know. Also, a couple of mainstream projects are being worked on. We’ll cross our fingers that all goes well.”
